I’m at the stage of pregnancy where I’m thinking “maybe this wasn’t such a great idea..”

With Atticus I just didn’t think about delivery. I was scared but it was a vague fear of the unknown.

This time, I KNOW how much it hurts. I remember how hard it was. And I’m scared. SO scared, of doing it again. I just spent 20 minutes crying to Dalin about how I don’t want to give birth but I know how stupid that sounds.It’s going to happen. The time draws inexorably closer. And it’s going to hurt. More than anything in the world.

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